DISAPPOINTMENT

To me, what made Chris Renee so endearing was his humility. When he first went onto X Factor, I think he stood out because of his drug-addiction past, his career as a garbage collector... and the grateful look on his face when he got into the first round.
But God, look at him at the latest show. I think the whole stage couldn't fit his puffed up ego. I hated all the weird show off-ish actions he did. BLAH I totally lost my respect for the dude. I know he's climbing his way to the top and all, but he should've remained grounded.
I don't think I was the only one who could tell the change in his attitude, and I think he lost a few fans.
I still love the X Factor though :D The performances were amazing last night! Got all starry-eyed at Melanie Amaro's performance. Look what make-up and a good hairstylist can do to you. She looks GORGEOUS.

Well... anyway tomorrow's THE DAY. It's 11/11/11 people!
How many of us are actually hoping something special will happen to you tomorrow?
Pretty sure 9 out of 10 people desperately do.
Yeah yeah you probably won't admit it to yourself, but you're probably gonna hold your breath at 11:11 11/11/11. Even if you're telling yourself, "I'm not gonna catch it on purpose" you STILL want and wish and hope that something magical would happen.
Of course magical wondrous things would happen to people tomorrow. Some guy's gonna confess his undying love for a girl, and they're gonna be the happiest couple of the hour. And of course, I'm pretty sure many people around the world are planning to commit suicide tomorrow ^^ Afterall, what a glorious date for something bombastic to happen!
Yes, I'm like the Grinch. I destroy hopes and dreams and I make little girls cry.
How many of us are gonna wait and wait and wish that our crush will MAGICALLY start talking to us tomorrow? How many of us are waiting for confessions... that probably won't happen tomorrow?
Ok of course some good things will happen. Probably to all my close friends because they're all blessed like that. But I'm feeling pretty nasty and cynical tonight. And it's not that I'm not gonna admit it to myself... but I'm not gonna have any hopes for tomorrow.
It'll be totally normal for me. Just gonna go to school, hand in my I&R, catch up with old friends, then rush home to watch The One That Got Away music video. Which annoyingly resembles We Found Love.

There are too many females out there wishing for the perfect fairytale scenarios tomorrow. You need someone harshly realistic to douse a pail of cold water over their pretty little heads in space and bring them back to earth.

In fact, what's making me really happy about tomorrow is that I'll get to sleep in. And the day would really be perfect if
1) It doesn't rain
2) The weather isn't so hot like these few days
3) Someone buys something on my blogshop
I don't need a confession to make me happy. If these 3 things are fulfilled... I'll be the happiest girl in the world.