Fearless vs Stupid

Sat down with Kylie today, and she revealed that she was turning 18 in a few months time. She wanted to do fearless things building up to her 18th birthday, so we were brainstorming on things to do.
I actually wanted this year to be a milestone year for me, because I've always felt 17 was a nice number. Better than 18, better than the lame sweet 16. Even Seventeen magazine's tagline is, "It's fun to be seventeen". But come to think of it, since I'm a December kid, this is actually my 16th year. Whatevs.
I did many notable things this year to make it count. Shan't name any of them. But we both know that something is missing, and we know what. So we've got till the end of this year to achieve something/ do something fearless (love-related). And I've got 5 weeks to achieve what I want for Christmas.
Wishes can't be granted to you every single time. You gotta make things happen.
Of course we want things to "take the natural course" and let life do its job but HECK IT I'm an impatient person and I'm tired of waiting for things that may never happen.

But as I told Trisca, there is a fine line between fearless and stupid. You can cross the line anytime. Sure, it can be cool to do something extreme, but you may always cross over to the "stupid" side should things go wrong.

So anyway I had a darn good dream a few days ago. I was so disappointed when I woke up!
No, it's not one of those dreams where you and your crush travel the world together and you wake up with a big cheesy grin on your face. I only had that kind of dream once in the past year, and I can't remember shit about it.
But that night's dream was golden.

I dreamt that... Singapore's city lights rocked.
Yeh, I'm a sucker for night lights. I adore all those tumblr picts depicting city life, fast cars, street lamps, bokeh... at night.
I guess I've always wanted to experience Tokyo/ NYC/ Paris/ Vancouver at night.
So I dreamt that I was whizzing along the expressway in a fast car, towards Vivocity. And of all the glory of glories, my mind invented all sorts of modern buildings, lit up vibrantly against the night sky.
The best part of the dream, the one that I can still remember vividly, was that there was a condo shaped into the Eiffel Tower! The lights were brilliant and I swear there were fireworks in the sky.
Blah but dreams will be dreams, though I've always fantasised about the "whiz around the city in a fast car at night" scenario.

Oh ya and there was one time I dreamt that the sky was cosmic 24/7. I remember waking up in my dingy little Pasir Ris flat, and VIOLA! The sky looked like this:

I remember being very exhilarated in my dream.

Heard that Zac Efron was at ION just now.
Damn damn damn of all times to choose not to go to ION whenever I go to Orchard, I had to choose TODAY. Seriously, the chances were like 1 in 15. I NEVER do that. But we chose to skip it and head directly to Ngee Ann city.
WHY OH WHY?
I guess it's fated.

I guess I'll just be happy if I get to go to Orchard and gaze at the big Christmas tree at Ngee Ann City, before going to Kinokuniya to read books. And I'm contented with just heading to Raffles Quay on New Year's Eve (prolly after watching New Year's Eve, the film) to catch the fireworks.

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